As i was watching “NUMB3RS” yesterday a line from Larry hit me square on the face. This line is maybe, exactly the thing, the reason why I am masochistic about a certain “aspect”.
“Ahh the timeless dilemma, coercing logic to better suit the human emotions”
Maybe this is the reason why I struggle to hold on to certain things when common sense would dictate that i should’ve moved on ages ago. I always try to give reason as to why I am doing this is because in reality, I may just really be afraid of not being a part of it anymore. I tend to always bend my logic rather than to hurt my emotions. It is much more acceptable for myself that I have a twisted sense of logic than to have mangled heart.
The hard thing though is, no matter how much I twist and bend my logic, I can never truly suit it to my emotions, that is why I still hurt.
i cannot comprehend how you can have a healthy functioning heart with a twisted sense of logic..
You are not the only one Ma’am..